lost in the dark, where's the light?

I know it's been awhile and I'm sorry! Right now it is exactly 2:48 am and I have yet to fall asleep. I'm debating on whether or not I have insomnia since I have not had a proper sleep in over four days. So rather than sit here and curse my never ending thoughts, I decided to put myself to good use and write a post! And Greeting lovelies! Any great plans for the Raya Holidays? since I'm not going back to my hometown I'll be going somewhere out from selangor. This week was quite rough for me, there's up and down and mostly down can't complain my life has been always treating like this not a single things change.After what feels like a week of terrible I couldn't hold on everything in here I feel blocked and I just can’t translate what I’m thinking or feeling into these posts.

monday class.

Just a quick update about today. Well today was my first day of class in KDU. It was okay, all we do is introducing ourselves and blah blah blah. Class starts at 8am and ended at 5pm, And each subject held for 2hours so damn long I can't even focusing what the lecturer talking about and the aircond makes me sleepy how great is that! HaHa And Finally I have at least 1 sabahan friend in my course or else i'll be solo and we have to do presentation about "Sabah"! Everything went good, I just love it here that's it.sorry if there's any grammar error i'm not feeling well after the class I guess I'm sick =( massive Sigh.
And oh Happy Birthday to My beloved Daddy!♥

I've got nothing much to brag

First Post for July, Back in Action. Life treating me good these days =) This place makes me feels alive and Yeah guys I got a "LIFE" now, not gonna flashback what I've done where back when I'm such a lazy ass person, I have to say I made the right decision thank you God for all your blessings and guiding me getting through all this misery. Let's start a new chapter of Life =)
And Oh orientation was great, I just can't wait to get my student ID card because I can't get in to the hostel without it, I guess the guard get annoyed with me asking for the "card" everyday.  Hopefully I can get a nice place to stay and cheap I suppose! HeHe!! Well as for now,I'm just gonna live here.
Bye Love. Sleep Tite

uh huh you know what it is.

Heeeeeeeey Owls, Finally I'm back here in KL well so far things are going great came here with my aunt, I'm all Alone after they helped me moved in to KDU hostel last Saturday, I can't picture how this place look like at first and of course i didn't hope for a nice comfy place.oh well  just appreciate what I have right? at least i have a place to live now, everything is all locked up feels like living in a  prison but it's for our safety :) Orientation starts next week can't wait!! This place is so Ghetto, I see nigger everywhere. HAHAHA.

 Bye, Have a blessed Wednesday! =)

what's up?

Hey Owls, just a quick update. Everything seems doing gweat,  pretty much chillin at home doing no'thin! So, one more weeks left to live paradise and i'm off. Me,gettin excited? nah uh not at all, I just want it to be this way forever please? But oh well, life must goes on. Missing em' gurlfriend's, what's the latest gossip? uh huh tell me cush i'm sick of bragging about me living lifeless oh joy, waking up doing the same routine I feel like a pig oh wait,I am. Cut down eating Sweet Sugary Candies are no longer gonna munching in my mouth, i had enough. Almost forgot, dear you giving a chances to know ya better was a good choice but what have you done? silly ass, acting like a brat grow up! Enough for now. Nights! :)

rainy night.

The cold weather makes me feel lazy and get laid on the bed with a nice beauty sleep.I had enough, Slept during the evening so I Had weird dreams no words can't describe about it and it's kinda blur & weird I can't picture it anymore my dreams are slowly fading away. Craving for cupcakes and cheese cakes! I have to stop watching daily cooking shows it's just making me tempting to eat,eat & eat! Anyways, Have you watched Breaking Dawn Part1 trailer? I know most of you out there are Potters Head, but oh well I'm on both sides The Vampire & The Wizards :) not to forget The Wolf, Taylor Lautner oh boy you looking good in that movie can't wait to watch it on November I'm waiting for ya! My mind is empty, can't wait to start reading books, & etc what so ever that I will face in future.Sometimes, I can be very emotional for no reason which I have no idea why I can be very mad Or You can call me a hot temper person it's just uncontrollable. I'm still in the process to stop doing the bad habits, it does take some time but doing the best is the only thing I can do now. Let's hope I'll succeed and refresh my life to a new one. I'm wide awake, my cough medicine didn't help at all it suppose to make me feel sleepy but no it's not working. I'm off to tumblr now.

Ciao motha farker.