life,history,memories

Hai there,I'm back again after 6 killers subject and one more to kick it out on 13th and i'll be free but not like a bird.I'm not satisfy with my history paper all i can say is F ck man,but at least i did try my best answering all the Q's.I don't want to talk about,what's next? life after high school?My birthday falls on the 1st day of SPM, i don't really expect that much and i don't even care and i tend to forget that was my special day,well  what can i say i was quite moody on that day i'm not sure why,mum plan to bring me out for dinner instead i quickly when inside the room and lock myself, LOL i feel so bad actually doing that but really i'm not in the mood until for the rest of my  life,haha that was a joke.So as days past, im getting excited leaving HS and i'm feeling old now. A lot of things had change in my life,problems every day,mood swings,i just can't handle it anymore sometimes i feel like giving up almost. But i'm okay now after gone through with hard time and idk people around me that never understand me lah kan?! I cannot trust anyone now,even your close friends is not the person i can trust, i guess all i have to do now is to lie about everything so people can shut their mouth and not to ask or talk about it. I was just saying okay?.

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 "Copy paste" word of the day reminds me of someone which is pretty funnylah actually,i hope you realize that part! Today went out with the cousin,planning to go for a rock climbing,when we reach there early and the place is still closed so we end up to wisma company their mum and walk around for a while,bought  Easy A dvd just done watching it with mum.Then went back there the rock climbing place at likas i end up watching my cuz's frens i was not in the mood for that so walk around the skate board park,take few pictures,fooling around,thinking about learning skateboarding but im too scared but still i wanna try it.Then went to lintas makan2,and went back home in the evening.Well,it went pretty dull i've nothing much to say,my head feels dizzy and the heart got nothing to say.

Hope tomorrow for a better day:)

Good nite/morning.