I was her.

Hey Bebeh,what's on wednesday? CNY eve's, well sadly this year not gonna celebrating with family and friends =( i miss how i spent my cny time even thou nothing much going on but it feels great to be with them. So i kinda bored right now,Spent to long with tumblr since morning reblong-ing a lot life will be perfect if tumblr is a human i will shut my mouth if you exist in reality. I know how much i hate myself lately, i try to figure out why i think that why it's sad when you know that you must love yourself it's the most important. Step by step i will learn about finding who am i and what i want to be. God please help me,at this time life is good but something missing now tell me what it is =( .I'm good in hiding feelings and pretending to be "okay' that's the best i can do to so far.Can anyone make me smile like before? Damn it. Bye.