keep calm & carry on

Hai is just an introduction to escape from awkwardness having a conversation with someone I've just met.
I wanted to blog this since afternoon but i have no words to share, thinking after thinking and still there's no words to describe my day.  I had this feeling not sure what it is maybe a head over heels to something or i don't know trying to ignore this shitty feelings inside me. Expectation for something that is no longer what I'm hoping or wishing for after what Ive been through so it's a waste of time maybe karma hit me that time learn my lesson now it's just me and myself living my damn boring life.Not seeking for anyone,but a job is what i need :)
School holidays? what is that,everyday is a holiday in my world. HAHAHA i now can laugh with my sinister smile all the memories in high school will never be forgotten especially friends.
Highlights for this month.
Well, for our year "2010" candidates! everyone mention about it and even dreamt about it totally lame.
i know the date will be reveal soon so is the result
yes, i am scared.who doesn't? And i don't even have the urge to know when it is,what else if not SPM results. It's like getting a messages from the death.It will reveal soon,the only thing I'm hoping for a good result that's it. Move on cause there's no turning back unless you have a time machine.