when i play my favourite song this happens.

Landon's Summer Diary♥, that's how i feel right now,like really.This song means a lot to me =( i hate it because it sound so true and i keep on replay it again and again but it's nice to listen guess i will never get bored listening to TSA.Darn,i shouldn't read the lyrics it makes me feel more even sadder,cheer me up with whatever words you can say to me play me any Rap song's to listen and i'll forget about this,geeez this is not me at all.I need to find myself again.But not with them of course.Well,suppose to get  ready right now out for dinner,but i guess im not going then just stay at home for today =)

Good Morning Thursday,woke up early. Mum mumbling about something i borrow from her early morning and bang my room door i don't know why and that's keeps me awake.Yesterday i had fun with them lazy to list out who but most of the time i spent time with my cousin's :) since next week all of us are going to our own trip! so awesomeee! And it's been a while i didn't hang out with the friends some don't know where the hell already,some lost contact and some don't know don't care lah haha.So went to CP with Sean with his "Bieber hair" ,walk around warisan like death to bored while waiting for the others to come, not gonna type much just summarise everything about yesterday movie totally not scary wasted RM5 for it!then water front,pictures,starbucks peppermint,piercing,MCD for dinner,Shisha & etc that's what happened and get back home 11 something safely :)

Usual days.

HELLO YOU! WHASSUP?

No,I'm not in a hyper mode at all.How's Tuesday treating me? Well let me start from morning,Dad woke me up! yeah daddy is back home middle of the night and bought 6 packs of Famous Amos Cookies for us! 200g each that's a LOT man,i really think im gonna be a piggy at the end of the year! haha. I need exercise so desperately but im too lazy to go down the gym! okay back to the story,dad's back home woke me up 11AM i'm still sleepy but dad just won't let me coz his tired and blah blah blah so i just force myself to get up,had lasagna for breakfast ate half only then as usual clean the house and my room is such a mess by my lil sis and bro,i was pissed coz in a day i clean my room almost 5 times lah kan?so tired.Since it's public holiday mum excitedly take away the lab top and use it for a day updating her 'FB games'!And annoy me do this and that! haha i don't play games never ever except the Sims?hehe and mum won't even give me a chance to use it =[ until just now baru she let me used! YAY! cus Tumblr is back already gila babi reblog gazillions pictures sampai puas hati saya =)happy juga lah kan but still got problem never mind asal dapat reblog happy juga lah,haha i sound like so obsessive to tumblr as if he/she is a human,weird its just a freaking web site bah kan?haha.Plan to go to confession today but everyone seems moody so we didn't go maybe because of the gloomy weather and it's cold!It seems really nice if everyday like this i can sleep and never wake up. Anyways,a day searching for my HP, I have no idea where did my hand phone run away! haha i maybe a forgetful person lately,and another bad thing is i like to set my phone on "silent" mode so it take a while for me to search for it since i get pretty bored already with it i don't ever bother anymore maybe that's it ran away from me! haha at the end of the day i finally found it and  it's in the bathroom! haha I'm not really sure how it goes there never mind next time im gonna hide it somewhere! receive msg's and missed calls from you know who you are,I'm gonna reply soon but not now too lazy since tumblr is back!Dead and Alive now! WoW banyak saya type lah,i shall stop now.

BYE.

A random picture of me.

GOOD NIGHT

feeling dull.

 Hai who ever you are reading this human being from the past & future & from mars.

So today title is blank,i got 1 week to rest & enjoy before my last paper of spm which is arts,yeah pretty easy huh? well,it will be great if the government set the date earlier pfft!

Hooray for me not doing anything for the rest of the day. What  can i say? almost every day raining =( me no likey rain when I'm on holiday mood,why rain? i want to go swimming also cannot anymore! chase pretty boys pun susah,haha! Look at me,really damn bored. The TV scuk,the phone i don't know where i left it somewhere lazy to find it  buang lah dat! haha. Sorry i've been anti-social lately,i'm stuck in the room just me & the labtop having a date every second together.Go out pun don't know where to go,stay at home pun mau jadi insane so tell me is there any other planet out there that have a perfect plans for me to do everyday not including education! hehehe.

Now, blogger it's the only temporary replacement for Tumblr since IDK what the hell happen to tumblr since URGH punya main boring updates saja bloggie no one read aslo all my crap,Arse oh tumblr "we'll be back shortly" kunun sampai next year lah saya tunggu kau ni! haha. LOL shit macam gila sudah me this bising2 here pasal tumblr! hahaha ok ok i stop shitting about it. Sampai BM saya terkeluar sudah ni!

 

It's just another manic Monday! i wish today is Sunday cus cus i cannot wait for next week =) like i'm so excited oh! cannot wait fast lah you Sunday then Monday take seni paper afternoon start again that! lame oh. 

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I talk to much today did i? or type crappy words. 

This is not goodbye yet,i'll be back with songs and blah blah blah.

Facebook is getting boring every each day,deleting list done,i don't care how many fcuking common friends we have im still gonna delete stranger's. Enough with that,Tumblr is under maintenance right now=[ ,PFFT! Twitter is working as slow as snail.dayuum.

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Woke up 10am,had waffles with strawberries on top and syrup then clean my dusty and messy room the whole day,and i am absolutely tired now. My closet is almost full now I'm not sure where to put half of the clothes,school pj's and uniforms are finally out from my closet :) vacuuming the room,saw a spider scream like hell.Tidy the bed,organize my room stuff in order place,and blah blah blah I'm too lazy to mention and i smell like shit and head to the  bathroom take a shower,dry my hair and here i am now.finally can online after a hardworking day.It's eveningalready,i wanted to go for a swim but too many people in the pool.=(

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I wanna updates my phone,need latest song's and any nice song,give me a list! but the download thing is so damn slow,now what? haih. Oh sorry didn't reply some of you guys MSG last night,my mood went upside down so i don't even bother to care about anything else except watching TV.

life,history,memories

Hai there,I'm back again after 6 killers subject and one more to kick it out on 13th and i'll be free but not like a bird.I'm not satisfy with my history paper all i can say is F ck man,but at least i did try my best answering all the Q's.I don't want to talk about,what's next? life after high school?My birthday falls on the 1st day of SPM, i don't really expect that much and i don't even care and i tend to forget that was my special day,well  what can i say i was quite moody on that day i'm not sure why,mum plan to bring me out for dinner instead i quickly when inside the room and lock myself, LOL i feel so bad actually doing that but really i'm not in the mood until for the rest of my  life,haha that was a joke.So as days past, im getting excited leaving HS and i'm feeling old now. A lot of things had change in my life,problems every day,mood swings,i just can't handle it anymore sometimes i feel like giving up almost. But i'm okay now after gone through with hard time and idk people around me that never understand me lah kan?! I cannot trust anyone now,even your close friends is not the person i can trust, i guess all i have to do now is to lie about everything so people can shut their mouth and not to ask or talk about it. I was just saying okay?.

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 "Copy paste" word of the day reminds me of someone which is pretty funnylah actually,i hope you realize that part! Today went out with the cousin,planning to go for a rock climbing,when we reach there early and the place is still closed so we end up to wisma company their mum and walk around for a while,bought  Easy A dvd just done watching it with mum.Then went back there the rock climbing place at likas i end up watching my cuz's frens i was not in the mood for that so walk around the skate board park,take few pictures,fooling around,thinking about learning skateboarding but im too scared but still i wanna try it.Then went to lintas makan2,and went back home in the evening.Well,it went pretty dull i've nothing much to say,my head feels dizzy and the heart got nothing to say.

Hope tomorrow for a better day:)

Good nite/morning.