let's skype.

 

Hello Happy Face, I'm wide awake now thinking what to do till I fall asleep. Finally, it's peace & quiet now the siblings finally sleeping like piggy after one whole day making such a big mess and cries a lot today I almost scream at them but I have to control my anger. Try listen this song coming clean by Chase Coy that song describe who am I well pretty much. Missing some high school friends, I wanna hang out with them! =( 

Oh almost forget,I pass the computer test what a relieve and looking forward to the next session and finish all of it if that possible before I leave again. I kinda excited for that. hehe. Let me have a good night sleep tonight and a sweet dreams.

My sunny side has up and died

Whaddup!
I no longer a eating machine, scratch all the junks and fast foods. I can deal with it That should be no problem for me, I can do this.Positive thinking, let go all the negative thoughts.So now, I wonder why this feelings makes me down,am I that sensitive? I should be prepare for June, how badly I wanna leave here, but deep inside it's hard for me to say goodbye but there's so many reason why I should go instead here but once I go there I can't never go back to where I belong I will face this. God help me, I'm lost.

pain

Nothing can make me feel good when I'm having pms. Hello there, Oh my I look so round in that picture.
Little Brat better think before react or post any stupid actions but oh well I'm gonna let you do what ever you want my part is to laugh and let God do his works. I'm not gonna take action now, just let it be because I ain't gonna start a stupid silly fight. Your words are no longer making me weak, I guess I have to put you in the book of joke or something. I need to watch Korean drama's or any comedy movies to make me laugh. I can't even listen songs from the lab top now, the sound settings is fcuk up I have no idea how to fix it or make it right. Haven't start revise driving computer test And I need to take it ASAP but my brain is not function how the hell am I motivate myself to study when I enter college? I don't think i'm ready. Bummer!!
Well,nothing much to brag about my life now so good nights blogger's!

Be grateful.

Wanna make the world dance, forget about the Price Tag Now Playing. Oh Hello dear reader's,
how's May treating you ? Mine was just okay, Took random pictures just to fill up my post since I'm bored.
Well Last Sunday was Mother's Day.it turns out uhmm "okay" I guess. I'm upset for what had happened I'm sorry Mom my heart breaks into pieces,I can't never forgive myself, Look thru our old pictures and reminiscence those days just me & Mom before she met "Dad" . Life was hard that time, until he showed up and marry Mom. I was 10 years old that time and he accepted me as his own daughter. I never had that
"father and daughter" feelings although I know our relationship can never be that close . I'm doing my best to know you more Dad, thanks for everything making my Momma happy and love her for who she was and patience enough to handle me. Enough for that, I can't never be good enough to be a perfect daughter/friend/lover/sister. Nights Owls ♥

finding out Who we really are.

 

 Keep Calm and listen to The Scene Aesthetic 

Bonjour, it's Vendredi! How's everyone doing? So far my days was pretty okay just normal like usual days.

I know I have to fill up my time doing something productive, I guess I better start by reading books that relates anything with management and etc I need motivation! but i'm pretty fcuk up with my lazy attitude. 

Oh well, I hope June will make everything better and a good change so let's pray and hope for the best 3moths ago were really fcuk up with bullshitness. College, looking foward to that! assigments and etc I have to preapare for all that. Now, it's time for me to exercise! Au Revoir Loves!

1st of May was awesome!

Oh yeah, Girls just wanna have FUN! keep calm and go to the beach! Aloha!
Sunburn and itchy spots alert!! Went to the Beach with em' girls last Sunday It was fun,fun,fun with tons of  laughter's, pictures, starfish, stories,funny videos,junks food,mango,sunset,rain,red face, and etc I only hate the part where some of the pilaks trying to be "friends" with us, i hope u all drown in the sea and I'm disgusted! Oh and There's more pictures in my FB =) camwhore moments!!