lost in the dark, where's the light?

I know it's been awhile and I'm sorry! Right now it is exactly 2:48 am and I have yet to fall asleep. I'm debating on whether or not I have insomnia since I have not had a proper sleep in over four days. So rather than sit here and curse my never ending thoughts, I decided to put myself to good use and write a post! And Greeting lovelies! Any great plans for the Raya Holidays? since I'm not going back to my hometown I'll be going somewhere out from selangor. This week was quite rough for me, there's up and down and mostly down can't complain my life has been always treating like this not a single things change.After what feels like a week of terrible I couldn't hold on everything in here I feel blocked and I just can’t translate what I’m thinking or feeling into these posts.